my life feels a little like a dream right now. there are the good parts and there are the bad parts. perhaps the good balances the bad. perhaps i've found so much happiness lately that some bad things have to happen to me to even it out?
lab test results are out. at my follow-up appointment this morning, my doctor tells me i need minor surgery. and my condition needs to be monitored again in 6 months with another round of tests - to see if the surgery did its work.
to see if the surgery did its work? you mean, it might not?
i'm trying not to think about it.